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The Hero’s Journey: A Child Wins Staring Contest, Receives a Baseball

Posted by olabner on April 24, 2019April 24, 2019 in Minors, Springfield Cardinals

According to the Baby Birds’ Twitter, “a couple of thousand kids” showed at the game today. They were grouped by their elementary schools. Judging by their “pitch” when they yelled they were about 10 or 11 years old. Luckily, the…

The end.

Posted by olabner on June 13, 2017June 13, 2017 in College, Grief, Missouri State

After the final out I stood in the dugout and watched TCU celebrate, keeping an eye out for a 6-foot horned frog hopping around the field. Kool and the Gang blared over the PA system, reminding me of dancing at…

My first foul ball: Jerry Lumpe and Justin Paulsen

Posted by olabner on April 11, 2017May 30, 2017 in College, Grief, Missouri State

I hopped down the steps toward the Missouri State dugout in the fourth inning. Earlier that night I’d waited in line with sorority girls and golf players so we could offer two dollars and a glimpse of our photo ID in…

Pete Rose: if I were you.

Posted by olabner on December 14, 2015December 14, 2015 in Ethics

Oh Pete Rose: Who can say whether I’d gamble on my own games if I could. I know I shouldn’t. I might do it anyway. Maybe I’d resign myself to sitting in a folding chair behind a conference table, signing…

Cardinals Wept.

Posted by olabner on October 14, 2015April 27, 2017 in Chicago Cubs, NL, Playoffs, St. Louis Cardinals

St. Louis players walked toward their plane, heads down, ties around their necks. Losing is not mysterious. They did it to themselves, kicking the ball around the infield in Game 2. Their sick pitcher afflicted swaths of the Midwest with…

Dog days

Posted by olabner on July 6, 2015April 27, 2017 in Grief, NL

I don’t think my dog liked baseball. He just liked to sit with me. We’d lounge on a futon, analyzing prospects in spring training. He’d curl up on a blanket, then take my seat if I left for a second….

Grief and the Game.

Posted by olabner on May 6, 2015 in Grief, NL

I can still see the growing green grass covering the lumps and molehills of a baseball diamond. A slice of a red barn cuts through my vision. And somewhere, where I can’t see, my grandfather walks between the yellow backhoe…

On grief, and playing ball

Posted by olabner on April 28, 2015April 28, 2015 in Grief

When the sun slips into a dusky grey, one gathers gloves with some reluctance. One picks up bats that lean against a backstop, and searches for baseballs in the tall grass somewhere in left center. Of course, there is a…

Limits of Baseball

Posted by olabner on April 11, 2015April 13, 2015 in Grief

I left Cardinal country and flew back to the Northwest. I emptied my schedule, and turned to baseball. For my grandfather had died. I had gone home, but now I was back. I thought ballgames would bring me comfort. I…

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